Hi

Hi everyone... whoever reads me...
I'm starting to think this is, like, my depression blog or something, because I usually write when I'm upset.
So today the subject is, again, Dustin. He broke up with me today. Yeah, the guy I was supposed to marry. For real this time. It's really over... So you can imagine how I feel. It's the worst break up ever. Okay, the other ones before Dustin were pretty bad, but the guys I dated after him weren't as special, I only liked them. With Dustin it was different. I loved him. I still do. I always will. I can't ever forget him, it's the first time I've really been in love. You might wonder how I know, but it's easy, I just know. And I know I could forgive anything he did. I'm sure. He makes me feel like no one has ever done before. But now it's over...
He still wants to be friends, but I think we shouldn't talk for a while. I will miss him... I will miss him so much... But I guess it's for the best. Oh, but the things that are supposed to be for the best hurt so much... And losing Dustin hurts so bad...
It's so bad I don't even know what to write. I'm out of inspiration. I guess I'll write again when I'm inspired.
Love,
Anniselle