Hi

Hi everyone... whoever reads me...
I'm starting to think this is, like, my depression blog or something, because I usually write when I'm upset.
So today the subject is, again, Dustin. He broke up with me today. Yeah, the guy I was supposed to marry. For real this time. It's really over... So you can imagine how I feel. It's the worst break up ever. Okay, the other ones before Dustin were pretty bad, but the guys I dated after him weren't as special, I only liked them. With Dustin it was different. I loved him. I still do. I always will. I can't ever forget him, it's the first time I've really been in love. You might wonder how I know, but it's easy, I just know. And I know I could forgive anything he did. I'm sure. He makes me feel like no one has ever done before. But now it's over...
He still wants to be friends, but I think we shouldn't talk for a while. I will miss him... I will miss him so much... But I guess it's for the best. Oh, but the things that are supposed to be for the best hurt so much... And losing Dustin hurts so bad...
It's so bad I don't even know what to write. I'm out of inspiration. I guess I'll write again when I'm inspired.
Love,
Anniselle

School

Hi everyone!
Today is my last day of school. I'm in biology now, but since it's our last day, we're not doing anything. Cool, huh? Well, actually it's kind of boring, cos we don't leave till lunchtime so... yeah...
So I've talked to Dustin and I don't know what's gonna happen, but I'm sure we'll end up together sometime, I just have to fight for him. But I miss him so much... and he's suffering a lot, which is killing me because I'm unconditional and irrevocably in love with him. And yeah, I know that's a quote from "Twilight", but I absolutely love it. I should write a post with my favorite quotes, although I'll do that in my other blog, 6teq.blogspot.com.

Well, lets change the subject. Yesterday we went on a school trip to a city on the north coastline named San Sebastián. It's about an hour away from my city, so we went by bus. I sat with my best friend, Chastity, the whole time. First we took some pictures (which I might upload sometime), and then we listened to music. Jack tried to spoil some of Chastity's photos making faces in the background, which I thought was kind of funny. We went to a science museum, one of those interactive ones, which was fifteen minutes away from the beach. It started raining along the way. When we arrived, it was pouring, and I was the only one in my group of friends with an umbrella, so Chastity, Jack, Irina and the others crowded under it with me. Our teachers, Amelie, Lola and Jules gave us some free time so we could have something to eat, so we went to a little picnic space that had a roof (thank God!). So we ate, and then I dragged Chase to the bathroom because I was wearing a short dress with knee-length leggings, so I wanted to change, although I just put on thick tights and a pair of black ballerinas (my sandals were soaked).
After that we went to the planetarium because we had booked one of those sessions in which they showed you the sky and talked and went on and on, and it was soooooooooo boring. I almost fell asleep, although I was quite tired, so that was not very surprising.
Later, after what seemed an eternity, we finally moved on to the fun part of the museum, the interactive part, which was awesome. I went with Chastity, Jack, and his friends, and we touched everything. There was one of those balls of rays, so I touched it and then gave Chase and Jack a mild electric shock. They were so surprised, they jumped, they really didn't expect that, although I'd done that before to Chastity in some other place. I took some pictures, most of them of  Chase with Jack in the background either distracted or being silly.  We had about an hour of free time in which we explored the museum and wandered through the rooms, and then we had a guided tour, which wasn't as fun because we couldn't touch stuff as much as on our own and we had to be quiet and listen to the guide's explanations.
When we finished with the tour, we had a group photo taken and we hopped back on the bus. Fifteen minutes later we were right in front of the beach. Chastity and I walked around looking for a bathroom and a McDonald's so she could get her dessert and stuff. We didn't find any place were we could go to the bathroom, so we kept on walking till we got to a mall, and there we found the McDonald's (thank God, cos I was so tired of walking). So anyway, we ate lunch and went to the beach, where I ran into my sister Hettie who was also on a school trip. We said hi and then Chase and I went to look for Irina and the others. They were getting dressed. They boys were with them, so we waited for them while we took some pics and then we went to a cafeteria, although Chastity and I didn't have anything. I went outside a minute with her and sang to her the lullaby "Hush, little baby" 'cause she wanted to hear me sing. Shortly after, we went to the bus, and I asked Jack for a kiss because I had made a bet with Chase about that. But Jack said no, so I lost the bet.
Then we went back home and Irina stayed over for a couple of hours, so we bought some candy and chocolate and talked about guys.
So, anyway, I have to go now, my class is almost finished, so I hope you enjoyed my post. I'll write soon, and please leave a comment!
Lots of love,
Anniselle