Lonely

I was just listening to the song "Lonely" by Akon. I started crying and I can't really stop... I'm upset because I'm dating an American boy, Dustin. I love him. I really do. And I think he does too... Then you'll be asking yourself why am I so sad... Well, there's another girl. We're both his girlfriends, but she was there first. So, basically, if love is between just two people, I'm the bitch who doesn't know how to count. But I know Dustin could be The One, he's just perfect for me, but his girl, Kayla, doesn't think so. She got so upset when she found out about me, she started cutting herself... And I feel awful... And here I am, torturing myself and crying, probably till I fall asleep out of exhaustion. 
I just.... I don't know what I'm doing anymore....

Love....I guess....


Anniselle