What a night...

Hi everyone,
Right now it's 3 a.m., I can't sleep and no one I want to talk to is online.
Today I'd like to talk about one of my classmates, Seth. He's a bit taller than me, but not much, brown hair, brown eyes, baby-faced. He looks quite innocent. He's funny. But. Yeah, there's ALWAYS a but. Well, the problem with him is me. Okay, that sounds weird. Let me explain. We started talking some weeks ago, I mean,like, really talking. Before we used to hand out with the group (with Jack, Cael, Bianca and the rest) and we hardly ever talked. I'd say we've become friends, and that's what he's said... But he's been kind of stroppy lately. You see, I had written a very long note for Chastity in English class and gave it to her then. She took long to answer and gave it to me the next day. In this note, well, we wrote about Seth. And after our morning break, I lost it. It seems some of my peers found it and read it aloud. So now they are laughing at Seth and me. Why? Well... Seth and I had been talking about us making out after school, or maybe even going all the way, because we're both kind of attracted to each other, and I told Chase about it in the note. I also said I was dying to kiss him and that I wouldn't mind dating him. Okay, I do not like him. I think. But what I said in the note is true...
So, anyway, he's been kind of rude ever since our classmates read the note... And now, I made another mistake. A big one. We were talking, and I asked what was he up to. He said "nothing" and asked me. I told him I was talking to Irina and that I had been telling her what I'd told Chastity previously. He was quite insistent, so I told him what we'd been talking about. I told him that both Iri and Chase thought that I liked him. And I didn't really deny it, because I'm not sure. He got kind of mad and said to me, sarcastically, "Great! Now go tell everyone, that not enough people are laughing at me". Then he went straight to bed. I've been upset ever since. Actually, I've been upset most of the day, but anyway, that's another story. If you want to know, just message me.
There's another big problem to all this. I'm dating a guy named Serhiy, which I have written about in 6teq.blogspot.com. I'll write soon again about him.  Seth is also seeing someone, a girl from another city, which he visits with his family from time to time. They're not very serious, but still...
Ugh, I'm so mixed up with everything and everything is messed up...
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Yours,

Anniselle